One Hope - the overthinker

I'm drowning these thoughts out
to keep me from falling down
I'm trying not to feel like such a freak
I keep testing my virtues
and crying in bathrooms
I'm as human as I can be

oh I love when you cry
It shows me that we're only human inside
and we need therapy
cause like the song
hush hush
we all fall
down
down

every time I open my eyes
it's like I'm watching my life
passing right by me
like another movie
could I feel something
better than nothing?
cause I'm so tired
of being tired

wake me up from this lucid dream
I need to break routine, catch a flight to Orleans
through a curveball face first right at my thoughts
maybe then I'd find a way to stop
overthinking